matter
flawsstitchedwithgoodintentions:
matter cannot be destroyed
or created; but,
it can be changed
or rearranged for alternate purposes.
so, i guess i can take solace
in knowing that the amount i used to matter
hasn’t been lost to the world,
just reallocated to something
or someone better.
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I just may try this
This Isn’t Love
I wrote this with a friend in mind. This is her story. (Wait till I get me a band and ya’ll hear how it goes!)
Love is patient
But you don’t seem to have the time
Love is true
But you are always telling lies
You treat me like a fool
But I know what love is supposed to do
And I ain’t seen none of it yet
So how could you say to me
What you say to me
And think I think you care
This ain’t right
YOU ain’t right
This isn’t love
This isn’t love
(No no no)
You are selfish
And I never ask you for anything
You are greedy
When I’ve given you all of me
You take me for granted
But I won’t take no more
It’s time I set myself free
You have no respect for me
You don’t care for me
Should’ve left you long time ago
This ain’t right
YOU ain’t right
This isn’t love
This isn’t love
(No no no)
Love ain’t s’posed to hurt like this
This isn’t love
This isn’t love
(No no no)
A Big, Fat Dose of Reality
3 a.m. Rum and Vodka doing the tango in my system. In a dark room; just me… and him. He was an old flame that I pursued 2 years ago. There was flirting here and there, but we never got anything off the ground. Tall, good looking, very talented, established; He had just graduated from college. He was moving back home so it was one of his last few nights here.
I had followed him upstairs to his room, and I didn’t have to do much to seduce him. We started doing what two normal inebriated people do at 3 in the morning. We made out. I playfully teased him with my lips; gently brushing them across his. Letting him take control of the kissing, then I pull away. I come back to his lips and I linger there, letting him come to me, only to pull away again. This kissing game went on for about ten minutes. It was fun.
I’m not sure why, but I asked him why he wanted me now and not back then. He responded that he had a girlfriend, but I clearly remember them breaking up and he and I were still talking. That was still 2 years ago. So why now? He said to me, “I’m single now. I’ve graduated and I’m celebrating. I can do whatever I want with whoever I want.” Okay, well why didn’t you want me back then? He said, “You were looking for a relationship…I’m really picky when it comes to relationships.” I knew where he was going with this, so I responded, ‘Oh you’d prefer a smaller girl’. He replied “Not to sound rude but… yeah.”
This just reaffirmed my thoughts of how people treat you just because you’re overweight. My options, as far as men, are limited because I’m overweight. If I were the smaller girl he preferred, he would’ve given me a chance, even without him knowing my personality.
I’ve encountered this situation several times with several guys. I’m good enough for sex, (not that I did have sex with them (i didn’t)) but I’m not good enough for a relationship. Why? Simply because I’m fat. I do not plan on being this size forever. In fact, I am on my weight loss journey now. No this is not the main reason I’m trying to lose weight, but you have to admit it is a factor. It just sucks, really. And I bet you a dollar that these same guys will try to get at me once the weight is gone. I, however, will politely decline.
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Idk if this is actually real or not, but i’ve been literally mind-fucked… I want this o___O
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musicsoundsbetterwithbigtimerush:
I will never not reblog this.FUCKING SARAH AND HER SMARTASS FUCKING MOUTH.
Rusher Rule: ALWAYS Reblog when you see this on your timeline!!!
The camera’s always on.
when was this???
